I try to speak to you, but my words are not useful. So I write to you, hoping you change your mind.It's been a while since I lost you, this feeling's lost in time. When I think about it, and us, I lose my mind.That's when my heart skips the beat. I'm on my own again.Will you open the door?Would you let me in? Is this right or this is the end?There is no other way to explain what's become of us. I just can't let go of better days, it's crazy.There is no other place, I'd rather be there, in your arms.I try to speak to you, but my words are not useful. So I write to you, hoping you change your mind.

what if i wanted to break laugh it all off in your face what would you do?what if i fell to the floor couldn't take all this anymore what would you do, do, do?come break me down bury me, bury me I am finished with you what if i wanted to fight beg for the rest of my life what would you do?you say you wanted more
what are you waiting for i'm not running from you look in my eyes you're killing me, killing me all i wanted was you i tried to be someone else but nothing seemed to change i know now this is who i really am inside finally found myself! fighting for a chance i know now this is who i really am! what if i wanted to break?

..immer wenn etwas aus deinem leben verschwindet, ist es ein zeichen dafür, dass etwas besseres nachkommt... <3